with tears...
Tokyo is my last stop for this long trip. I enjoyed the 3 full days I spent over here especially the visit to Mt Fuji, the view was awesome. Been ride on the famous bullet train, wow! you can't imagine how fast was it until u really saw it! it takes just 8 seconds for 2 trains with 14 cabins each to passby each other in a different direction!
The first night in Tokyo was pretty ok, except the fact that, we have to wait for 5 subway trains to actually get in due to the super packed rush hour... thank god the train come very frequently, like 2-3 minutes each train.
Everything here is small. The lifts, the houses, the vehicles, the rooms... even the people over here are all "small size". LOL... so much different from the United States. And I think we actually got another culture shock again after 5 months in USA. haha...
Well... I'm gonna go home today.
I was very excited to go home earlier on, but not until I found out... the people I love the most wasn't able to come and pick me up from the airport. That feeling isn't nice. I feel sad. Real sad... and the excitement to go home vanished immediately.
In the end it will be my aunt and uncle and cousin in Singapore coming to pick me from the airport (I think)... And I'm gonna spend a night in their house and then go back home the next morning... though I dunno how am I gonna go back home and who will come to the custom to pick me...
The things that really break my heart was a conversation between me and my bf through msn few hours ago...
I was pretty calm during the conversation. But I lose control before I went to bed last night...
I wish it was just a bad dream.
I wish it will be gone after waking up in the morning.
I wish I wouldnt be such a fool to believe what I used to believe...
I... I just cant accept... what's gonna happen next. but I'll prepare myself for the worst...
though I wasnt expecting this to happen... at all.
You broke my heart when u said " I dunno how to love u..."
What's love, to u?